Is it because nothing interesting is happening?
Is this post just going to be more ANGST??? I DON'T WANT TO FILL THIS JOURNAL WITH ANGST.
I DON'T EVEN FEEL ANGSTY RIGHT NOW.
YOU CAN TELL BECAUSE I'M USING ALL CAPS.
I just got home from working 5 hours of "overtime" on my day off. It's not really overtime because we technically only work 35 hours a week and take an hour for lunch every day we work, so working an additional 5 hours puts me at 40 hours for the week, which isn't overtime. Hence the quotes.
I did the same thing last week. So these past few weeks have felt like they just slipped by without my really noticing.
I've been spending my spare time working on my video for the week (which isn't going to be finished in time for me to post this week, so I filmed a filler video that just needs a little editing to take its place), and filling my dang hoop orders. I'm really over making hoops, trying to store all the materials takes up so much friggen' space, and taking up spare time making them when I'd rather be working on videos (or, I don't know, doing something without feeling guilty about not working on hoops) is a pain in the ass.
But the extra money is nice.
DON'T FOLLOW YOUR DREAMS, KIDS, YOU'LL END UP WITH OBLIGATIONS. ADDICTED TO THAT SWEET CASH MONEY. IT'S A TRAP.
This post sure was about something, I guess.
What did you eat today?