Your Face (kandigurl) wrote,
Your Face


I keep meaning to make this post and then something comes up, like I get kicked off the computer or I'm in another room and I forget by the time I make it to the computer or I sit down to make the post and then I'm like, "Nah, I'll do it later."

Anyway, if you don't follow me on Twitter or read xlormp (and I seriously don't know what's wrong with you if you don't), you may not know that I got laid off from my job on Friday.

PLEASE DO NOT TELL ME YOU'RE SORRY OR ANYTHING, because seriously, I'm totally okay. I'm better than okay, I am fantastically happy about this turn of events. I feel freer than I've felt in ages. I feel like all roads are open in front of me, I have so many to pick from, so much I could do, explore, experiment with, etc. I'm really excited about it. In fact, I have been on the verge of tears a couple of times, but only because I'm so happy about how much freedom I have now. I've actually been hoping this would happen for a while, because I now have an excuse to focus more on the things I want to do vs. the things I have to do.

I slept until 12:30 in the afternoon today and that was fucking awesome.

For those of you worried about planning and what I'm going to do to not become homeless at this point, fear and worry not. I have a plan, I just don't feel like hashing it all out on my LJ or repeating it over and over and over again, because it just feels to planny. It's there, I've discussed it with my mom and with the house and I feel secure in my plan, and excited about the future.

The future is so fucking awesome right now, you guys. I can't wait!

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