What it is is, sometimes I get to this point where I feel like everything I say is coming off as snotty and bitchy, regardless of who I'm talking to and regardless of how they react. And then I apologize, going, "I'm sorry if I sound like a bitch!" And then they're all, "???" unless in their hearts, they are thinking about how I really am a bitch and they just don't want to say anything.
I think what it amounts to is that I'm convinced people have issues with me that they aren't telling me about. GUYS IF YOU HAVE AN ISSUE WITH ME? PLEASE TELL ME. Don't be afeared that I might spaz out and break shit or anything if you bring it up. I like to know if I'm pissing people off, because if I'm doing it inadvertently, I may be making it worse without even knowing. Not cool. I panic often that I'm pissing people off without even knowing it. IT IS A FEAR OF MINE.
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OH, OFF TOPIC: HOW TO BUILD YOUR OWN TOM SERVO. This is my new goal in life.
