Your Face (kandigurl) wrote,
Your Face
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A POST (I wrote it)

You know how some days you kind of don't feel like posting because you're afraid that anything you post will make you come off as an egotistical jerk? Or maybe that's just me? Because today I sort of feel like an egotistical jerk. The best part? I HAVE NO CLUE WHY. I don't really feel like I've done anything egotistical recently. But maybe I have? I don't know. I've been playing a lot of World of Warcraft lately, does that count?

What it is is, sometimes I get to this point where I feel like everything I say is coming off as snotty and bitchy, regardless of who I'm talking to and regardless of how they react. And then I apologize, going, "I'm sorry if I sound like a bitch!" And then they're all, "???" unless in their hearts, they are thinking about how I really am a bitch and they just don't want to say anything.

I think what it amounts to is that I'm convinced people have issues with me that they aren't telling me about. GUYS IF YOU HAVE AN ISSUE WITH ME? PLEASE TELL ME. Don't be afeared that I might spaz out and break shit or anything if you bring it up. I like to know if I'm pissing people off, because if I'm doing it inadvertently, I may be making it worse without even knowing. Not cool. I panic often that I'm pissing people off without even knowing it. IT IS A FEAR OF MINE.

Welcome to Jessica's Issues Theater!

OH, OFF TOPIC: HOW TO BUILD YOUR OWN TOM SERVO. This is my new goal in life.
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