Ever since I've been dating him, engaged to him, everything I do feels more important. It's as if the stuff I do matters to someone, because for some reason the stuff I do matters to him. When I was in elementary school, I had this odd sense of security in myself, that I could do whatever I wanted only if it was important to me. Jr. High and the first part of high school killed that in me. I started caring more and more about what other people thought about me so that I would be accepted and have friends.
Ever since Drew has become a part of my life, I have that back. I know that it really doesn't matter what other people think of me, as long as I'm happy. He keeps telling me he wants me to be happy, and that alone makes me happy. Every day is just so much easier, knowing that he's somewhere out there loving me. And for that, I love him and appreciate him more than anything else in the world. If I didn't have him, high school would be complete torture, and all my friends would be ones I gained attempting to impress. I don't think I'd still have my individuality if it weren't for Drew.
Honey, if you're reading this, I love you sooooo much, you are the most important and vital part of my life. I am extremely grateful for you each and every day. You've made my life the best it can be, and I believe that you will continue to do so. I can only hope I do the same for you. I love you!
