August 24th, 2011

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Ask For Help, Part II

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"I'll give you all I can..."
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Before I get to far into this, I feel it's important to say just how stressful it can be for me to ask for help. Somewhere deep down, I don't feel like I deserve help to get myself out of my own messes. I mean, things wouldn't be quite so bad if I'd just sucked up my pride and kept my job. Or looked for a new one with more gusto. What right did I have to ask anyone for anything when I clearly couldn't help myself?

(I should mention that Green had also quit his job, and for a span of at least a month and a half if not more, both of us were unemployed.)

I continued struggling through each day, determined to be solely responsible for digging us out of this mess, too embarrassed by my own foibles to even fully reveal the details of our situation to anyone.

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