Ok, so I SHOULD REALLY HAVE LEARNED MY LESSON BY NOW ABOUT LOGGING OFF WHEN I'M ON JESSO'S COMPUTER. That post was so similar to the LAST post she left me about not logging off that for a minute I thought she arbitrarily found an old entry and commented like mad on it.
THANKS JESSO I
LOVE YOU TOO.
Argh. Feeling better, sleeping a little better, with the help of ibuprofen. Wish I could say it was without medication, but alas, ALAS I CANNOT. My boobs are still driving me crazy, but all the other itching seems to have settled down for the most part.
I'm swinging back around to that place where I'm fed up with my lack of nutritional eating. I had a feeling it would be harder to eat well at the house, and I was right, I find myself depending strongly on taco bell and fast food to make it through the day. I've been feeling so fed up with the amount of crap I've been eating that I went out and bought bananas, sugar free bread, honey, and "pure" peanut butter (ingredients: Peanuts, salt. DELICIOUS. I seriously love the hell out of this shit.) and made my
me-famous Peanut-Butter-Banana-Honey-Mush sandwiches for lunch. MMMMMMMMMMM. I'm seriously watching the clock like a hawk for lunchtime today because WANT WANT WANT. I feel like I'm eating actual food when I eat it, not just food substitute!
The problem with wanting
to eat healthy and knowing
about all the horrible crap there is in food, is that I find myself feeling preachy about food, in much the same way I get preachy about yoga (I want to go baaaaaaaaaaack to claaaaaaaaaass, but the only classes I can get to right now are the 6 AM classes and, you know, not sleeping well). Problem being I am BAD at eating nutritionally well. It helps if I let myself forget how bad it all really is, but I dragged my copy of The Great American Detox Diet
to work today, which means I'm ready to remind myself why ice cream is not an appropriate dinner. *Le sigh*
THIS WOULD ALL BE EASIER IF HEALTHY FOOD WASN'T SO DANG EXPENSIVE.
Oh, and I got my iPod back! HOORAY!!! I went over to Jesso's and TOTALLY ABUSED her iTunes last night (hence the leaving lj logged on), so I have all my TMBG, Muse, and Arrogant Worms back! All of my Radiohead, Basement Jaxx and Cex is gone, though. *weeps bitterly into sleeve* WANT WANT WANT. ( Collapse )