I don't know why, and I'm not even going to bother analyzing why.
One thing I'd like to know is, why am I so into goth music? It doesn't even have to be GOOD goth music (far as I can tell, the only "good" goth music I've heard so far is Rasputina, if I'm wrong, please let me know). It just has to be slow, dark, oddly depressing, maybe not even slow, just kinda dark, and maybe not even depressing as long as it's weird and sometimes darkly depressingly slow maybe on occasion SEE I CAN'T EVEN DECIDE WHAT I LIKE ABOUT IT. WHAT THE HELL??? I'M SO NOT GOTH. SOMEONE EXPLAIN WHAT IS UP WITH ME.